Genesis
18:1-15
The Lord
appeared to Abraham by the oaks of Mamre, as he sat at the entrance of his tent
in the heat of the day. He looked up and saw three men standing near him. When
he saw them, he ran from the tent entrance to meet them, and bowed down to the
ground. He said, ‘My lord, if I find favor with you, do not pass by your
servant. Let a little water be brought, and wash your feet, and rest yourselves
under the tree. Let me bring a little bread, that you may refresh yourselves,
and after that you may pass on—since you have come to your servant.’ So they
said, ‘Do as you have said.’ And Abraham hastened into the tent to Sarah, and
said, ‘Make ready quickly three measures of choice flour, knead it, and make
cakes.’ Abraham ran to the herd, and took a calf, tender and good, and gave it
to the servant, who hastened to prepare it. Then he took curds and milk and the
calf that he had prepared, and set it before them; and he stood by them under
the tree while they ate.
They
said to him, ‘Where is your wife Sarah?’ And he said, ‘There, in the tent.’
Then one said, ‘I will surely return to you in due season, and your wife Sarah
shall have a son.’ And Sarah was listening at the tent entrance behind him. Now
Abraham and Sarah were old, advanced in age; it had ceased to be with Sarah
after the manner of women. So Sarah laughed to herself, saying, ‘After I have
grown old, and my husband is old, shall I have pleasure?’ The Lord said to
Abraham, ‘Why did Sarah laugh, and say, “Shall I indeed bear a child, now that
I am old?” Is anything too wonderful for the Lord? At the set time I will
return to you, in due season, and Sarah shall have a son.’ But Sarah denied,
saying, ‘I did not laugh’; for she was afraid. He said, ‘Oh yes, you did
laugh.’
Hebrews 11:1-3, 8-16
11Now faith is the assurance of
things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. 2Indeed, by
faith our ancestors received approval. 3By faith we understand that
the worlds were prepared by the word of God, so that what is seen was made from
things that are not visible. 8By faith Abraham obeyed when he was
called to set out for a place that he was to receive as an inheritance; and he
set out, not knowing where he was going. 9By faith he stayed for a
time in the land he had been promised, as in a foreign land, living in tents,
as did Isaac and Jacob, who were heirs with him of the same promise. 10For
he looked forward to the city that has foundations, whose architect and builder
is God. 11By faith he received power of procreation, even though he
was too old—and Sarah herself was barren—because he considered him faithful who
had promised. 12Therefore from one person, and this one as good as
dead, descendants were born, “as many as the stars of heaven and as the
innumerable grains of sand by the seashore.” 13All of these died in
faith without having received the promises, but from a distance they saw and
greeted them. They confessed that they were strangers and foreigners on the
earth, 14for people who speak in this way make it clear that they
are seeking a homeland. 15If they had been thinking of the land that
they had left behind, they would have had opportunity to return. 16But
as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God
is not ashamed to be called their God; indeed, he has prepared a city for them.
Faith is the
assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. It is one of
the most beautiful parts of scripture, if you ask me. The assurance of things
hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. It belongs on a wall somewhere. I
would wager that you could walk into Hobby Lobby right now and find it painted
on a piece of driftwood that you can take and put in your beach house.
I don’t mean
to be glib—it really is lovely. But have you ever thought about what it means?
Have you ever thought about what it means to be assured of the things for which
you are hoping? Have you thought about what it means to feel
conviction—conviction! One of the strongest feelings in the human toolbox—about
things we can’t even see?
Some days I
wonder why the world thinks the church is so crazy, but when I read Hebrews, I
get it, because in a world filled with difficult things, it is hard to be
assured of things we hope for, convicted by things upon which we have not even
laid our eyes.
I mean, I
don’t know about you, but I hope for a lot of things. I hope for a healthy
family, to sleep well at night, for my hair to stop falling out. And, of
course, more seriously, I have hopes for the world: for love, and kindness, and
peace. But I do not have faith in these things. Oh, I have faith that if we
really embraced peace, we’d be living out our lives the way God intended, but I
don’t really have faith that everybody is suddenly going to lay down their
weapons and beat their swords into gardening tools. When I say that I hope for
peace, what I really mean is that wouldn’t it be nice if people just loved each
other? But I don’t expect it.
Faith is the
assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things yet unseen. It is nice,
but things are more complicated than that, of course. Life is too sticky for
that kind of thing, so we just hang it on the wall and pass by sometimes and
think, “well isn’t that nice,” and then go on with the complicated business of
being alive.
And if I can
just go off for a minute—I do this sometimes—but it drives me absolutely crazy
when I am knee-deep in muck and somebody walks by and says to me, “Oh, just
have faith,” like I hadn’t considered that before, like we aren’t already way
past that 0kind of thing. Faith is nice, but real life is real life, and “just
have a little faith” sometimes sounds to me less like “have faith” and more
like “if you had trusted more, you wouldn’t be in that mess.”
In fact, this
is the position the Hebrews were in. They felt left out and frustrated, doing
their best to hold on to the promise they had been given that Jesus would
return to be with them. And they waited for him, and they waited for him, and
they slowly began to die, one at a time, which did not make any sense to them because
as they understood the promise, this wouldn’t happen. Before a single one of
them shuffled off this mortal coil, Jesus was supposed to come back. And so the
writer of Hebrews writes them and says, “have a little faith,” and then brings
up Abraham and Sarah.
I’ll be
honest and say that I am glad I was not one of the people to whom this letter
was written, because I feel even more inadequate when faith really does tide people over, really does help
them keep holding on even in the midst of unbearable suffering. You talk to
those poor girls who were held for years in that house in Ohio, and you ask
them how they got through it? We just had faith we’d make it out alive, just
had faith that we could do it. Talk to the man who’s beat cancer, and he says I
just had faith it would all work out. I have exactly enough faith to get me out
of bed on Sunday morning, to help me turn the coffee pot and rouse the family
to get to church on time. When somebody tells me to just have a little faith, I
want to tell them, that’s exactly what I already have, a little faith, and it
does not seem to keep me out of trouble!
Or talk to
Abraham and Sarah, who had been members of the AARP for some time before
getting the news that they were having a baby. And not, as in, I’m going to
leave this baby at your doorstep and you, in your advanced age, are going to
have to raise him, but you are going to HAVE a BABY, yes YOU, I meant YOU and
please quit laughing because I am not joking.
You ask
Sarah how she got through it, and she says, with a laugh, that’s just what it
means to have faith. It is the assurance of that which we hoped for—a child—and
the conviction of things not seen—that if we just followed God’s lead, God
would fulfill God’s promise.
This is all
well and good, and it looks nice up on the wall, but it is the second part that
gives me pause, because I can experience assurance of things I hope for just by
suspending the more judgmental parts of myself, the more skeptical parts, and
say, well, sure, everything’s going to work out. Of course, God doesn’t follow
our little trite expressions, so it doesn’t always go that way, but I can get
there in my mind if I just sort of black out the bad stuff. I can feel assured that what I desire, I will receive.
It is the
second part that gives me pause, because conviction is a tough word. When you
are convicted by something, it drives you to do. When I feel convicted
of my ability to help those in need, I start to live differently. When I feel
convicted by the hurt I have caused someone, I feel the need to go apologize
and make things right. I can be assured up and down all day long, but when I
experience conviction, I’ve got to get up off my duff and DO.
The first part is easy, but the second part requires a
choice, and lest you think there is an exception here for someone who has been
in the church all his life, someone who thinks she doesn’t have much left to do
but warm a seat on the pew, let us be quite clear that there was once a woman
of old, advanced age who was quite sure God was through with her, too, but she
chose to be faithful and open to God’s leading, and though it was not easy,
though she began with laughter and went through labor pain, she is the one who
had the last laugh, for God used her willingness and her pain to populate God’s
people, to create the group of people who would continue God’s work in the
world. It was through her, this woman who the writer of Hebrews calls as . . .
good . . . as . . . dead.
Now, Sarah did not have to choose to accept this sort
of thing. Instead of laughing, she could have said, oh, no, thank you, but I’m
too old. And, let’s call a spade a spade, she did not have the easiest time.
I mean, I’ve never had a baby. I helped create one and
I have changed my share of diapers, but the closest thing to labor pains I’ve
ever felt are the bruises Stacey left on my arm while she was
experiencing them. But if labor pains are bad at twenty-nine, I can only
imagine what they must be like at ninety, or whatever she was. But Sarah pushed
through them, and whereby at the beginning of the story we had two old people,
by the time the story finished—and, really, it is still going—now, there are
millions, just millions, as many as the stars of heaven and as the
innumerable grains of sand by the seashore, and
here we sit, the beneficiaries of that promise.
And so the writer of Hebrews invites the Hebrews to be
like Abraham and Sarah, having an active faith that propels them forward and
having hope that though the promised land was great, something even greater
lies ahead. I am paraphrasing now, but I think it is safe to say that
the writer of Hebrews is saying that if you drive looking backwards you will
end up in the lake. And so the promise of faith is that if you allow yourself
to be assured and you work to do justice to your convictions, better country is
just around the corner. Don’t make like you are as good as dead. The God we
serve knows how to work with that kind of person.
This is why
it drives me absolutely crazy when I hear somebody say, “Well, people say this
church is going to die.” Never mind that I have never heard anyone—no bishop,
no district superintendent, none of my Methodist colleagues in the ministry,
neither the pastor of the Presbyterian church or the Baptist church down the
road, nor any of you—I have never heard anyone say, “this church is going to
die.” I’ve only heard, “Well, people say this church is going to die,”
which is an excuse rather than a statement of fact, and it drives me crazy,
because this is what I hear: “We are as good as dead, so let’s roll over and
die.”
Look, I get it. This is hard work, no matter who you
are, and for those of us who have been here for fifty, sixty years, I am sure
that the challenges facing us as Christians and as the church look even more
daunting than ever. But what a waste to refrain from engaging those challenges,
how awful to have the opportunity to be Sarah and give birth to so many more
faithful Christians, and to just say, “well, people say it is not possible.”
From one
person, and this one as good as dead, descendants were born, “as many as the
stars of heaven and as the innumerable grains of sand by the seashore.
It will not be easy, because we’re not spring
chickens, many of us, and labor pains are bad enough at thirty. But if you are
willing, if you will join me in praying for direction and then moving forward,
I pledge to you that I will put on my walking shoes and go with you, so that
together, we can make this a fertile place, a place of new birth, a place full
of children carrying backpacks full of new possibility. Let us prepare for a
day when we say yes to God, committing to prepare for all kinds of descendants no
matter our age, so that at the end of the day, we can look at each other, laugh
at what has been born in us, and say, with a wry, wizened smile, is anything
too wonderful for the Lord?
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